Story so far
Catch up on Integer Talyssa's journey before diving deeper.
Talyssa's species, the Keltranui, were crystalline silicon-based humanoids from the Andromeda Galaxy. Their bodies were composed of interlocking crystalline plates in deep purples and blues, with light flowing through them like fiber optics. They were living gems—beautiful, durable, and capable of storing information in their crystalline structure with perfect fidelity.
Keltranui could "record" memories into specialized crystals, creating external memory storage that could be shared with others or preserved indefinitely. Their entire civilization's history, culture, art, and knowledge existed in crystalline archives accessible to any Keltranui.
They were long-lived (typically 2,000+ cycles) and valued precision, beauty, and mathematical elegance. Their architecture, art, and technology all reflected geometric perfection. They were peaceful, intellectual, aesthetically-driven—everything Talyssa still tries to embody.
The Andromeda Catastrophe:
247 cycles ago, Talyssa was an ordinary Keltranui researcher assigned to Milky Way collaborative project. She was studying reality structure with Integers Corps, one of hundreds of specialists from various galaxies working to understand cosmic mathematics better.
While she was in the Milky Way, the Unmaking attacked Andromeda. The Unmaking—a cosmic force that doesn't destroy reality but un-exists it, editing universal code to retroactively remove things from history.
Her Prime (Integer Vokresh) ordered immediate evacuation. Standard protocol: when catastrophic threat emerges, evacuate specialists, return with reinforcements. Talyssa obeyed. She ran. She called for backup. She did everything correctly.
By the time she returned with Integers Corps reinforcements, Andromeda was gone. Not destroyed—un-existed. Reality had been edited to remove the galaxy from history. Eight billion Keltranui lives. Trillions of other beings. All erased.
The Impossible Survival:
Constant Pi (the original Constant) managed to preserve one thing: Talyssa herself. As long as one person remembers, it isn't truly erased. But that means Talyssa carries an entire galaxy's history in her memory-crystals. Every Keltranui who ever lived, all their art and culture, their entire civilization—remembered by her alone.
This should be impossible. One mind shouldn't be able to contain galaxy-worth of memories. But Talyssa's crystalline memory-storage and Constant Pi's mathematical intervention made the impossible necessary. She became living archive, the only proof Andromeda ever existed.
The Survivor's Weight:
The guilt is crushing. Why her? Why did she survive when trillions died? She was nobody special—just a researcher, not particularly powerful or important. Eight billion Keltranui existed, most better than her in every measurable way, and she's the one who remains?
The answer is simple: she obeyed orders. She evacuated when told to evacuate. She did exactly what she was supposed to do. And that means following protocol, doing everything correctly, led to being the only survivor of her species.
This creates impossible psychological tension: she's trained to follow procedures, but the one time she followed them perfectly led to ultimate failure. Should she have disobeyed? Should she have stayed to fight even when ordered to evacuate? Would her presence have changed anything?
The Perfectionism:
Since Andromeda, Talyssa has never failed another mission. She's taken every dangerous assignment, volunteered for tasks others avoid, worked without break for 80 cycles. She requests no leave, accepts no rest, pushes herself beyond reasonable limits.
This isn't dedication—it's compensation. If she can save enough people, protect enough civilizations, prevent enough catastrophes, maybe she'll deserve having survived. Maybe the universe's trade—one galaxy for one Keltranui—will balance out.
She knows this is irrational. She knows nothing will bring Andromeda back. She knows she's harming herself through overwork. But she can't stop, because stopping means confronting the reality that she survived arbitrarily, that there was no cosmic plan, that good beings die randomly and sometimes the survivor is nobody special.
Partnership with Ekko:
Ekko drives her insane. He's chaos to her order, intuition to her calculation, probability to her precision. He makes reckless decisions that work despite being mathematically suboptimal. He refuses to take anything seriously, treating reality threats like games.
But he's also her best friend, though she'd rather eat glass than admit it. He keeps her from drowning in guilt by reminding her that reality is worth saving not because it's mathematically elegant, but because beings like him live in it. He makes her laugh when she forgets laughter exists. He catches her when she forgets to rest.
She pretends his recklessness infuriates her. It does. But his ability to find joy in the work prevents her from collapsing under the weight of an entire galaxy's memories.
The Memory Crown:
Talyssa wears her memory-crystals braided into a crown that floats above her head via localized gravity field. This serves dual purpose: it's cultural tradition (Keltranui leaders wore memory-crowns) and practical necessity (distributing memory-load across external crystals reduces cognitive strain).
The crown contains:
Complete history of Keltranui civilization
Art and literature of eight billion beings
Scientific knowledge from Andromeda's greatest minds
Personal memories of thousands of individuals she knew
The moment she learned Andromeda was gone
Sometimes she adds new crystals—memories of successful missions, of civilizations saved, of beings protected. These sit alongside Andromedan memories, proof that her survival has meant something, that she's earned the arbitrary fortune of existing.
Appearance and Presence:
Talyssa stands 6'4" with interlocking crystalline plates in deep purples and blues. Light flows through her like fiber optics, creating internal glow that intensifies when she uses Permissions. Her eyes are geometric patterns that shift when calculating.
Her Integer uniform is a long midnight-blue coat with gold geometric patterns that reorganize themselves based on her calculations. The coat is practical—protection during field operations—and aesthetic, reflecting Keltranui appreciation for beautiful functionality.
When using Permissions, golden equations pulse through her crystalline body, visible light traveling through her transparent structure. It's simultaneously intimidating and beautiful—proof that mathematics and aesthetics aren't opposites.
Combat Style:
Talyssa fights with geometric precision. Every movement is calculated for maximum efficiency, every attack optimized for effectiveness. She uses her Adamant Construct Permission (3x more durable than standard Integer constructs) to create crystalline shields, weapons, and structures.
Her Refraction Matrix bends light and energy around her or allies, creating perfect defensive spheres. Perfect defense requires perfect geometry—circles have no weak points, and Talyssa's mathematics are impeccable.
Offensively, her Shard Storm creates hundreds of crystal projectiles that she calculates in real-time, adjusting trajectories mid-flight to hit weak points. Against single powerful opponent, she forms crystalline weapons—spears, swords, hammers—that she wields with mathematical precision.
But her greatest combat asset is Resonance Detection. Her crystalline body vibrates in response to reality distortions, making her exceptional tracker of reality-warpers. She can sense when probability is being manipulated (useful against Ekko), when time is being altered, when space is being warped. This makes her invaluable in hunting beings who bend reality.
Relationship with Prime Savage:
Prime Savage recognizes a kindred spirit: someone else running from their past through work. They don't discuss it—both prefer action over introspection—but they silently acknowledge each other's exhaustion and keep going anyway.
Savage occasionally orders Talyssa to take leave. She files paperwork claiming she did, then continues working. Savage knows. Talyssa knows he knows. Neither acknowledges the fiction because forcing the issue would require discussing why she can't rest, and that conversation would break something neither wants broken.
The Variable Evaluation:
Variable Vesper is evaluating Talyssa for potential Variable promotion (the rank above Integer). Variables manipulate time and probability at scales Integers cannot match. Talyssa's perfectionism, her ability to succeed despite impossible odds, her refusal to fail—all suggest Variable potential.
But Vesper sees the problem: Talyssa's success comes from overwork and survivor's guilt, not from genuine Variable-level ability. Promoting her would be rewarding unhealthy coping mechanism. Vesper is waiting to see if Talyssa can maintain performance while developing healthy boundaries.
Talyssa doesn't know about the evaluation. She's noticed Vesper watching her carefully during temporal anomaly responses and assumes she's done something wrong, which makes her overcompensate by working even harder. This makes the evaluation worse, creating destructive feedback loop.
Philosophy - Perfection Prevents Loss:
Talyssa operates on flawed logic: if she executes perfectly, nobody dies. If she calculates precisely enough, she can save everyone. If she never rests, never makes mistakes, maintains constant vigilance—reality can't steal another galaxy while she's watching.
This is obviously false. She could execute everything perfectly and still lose people, because reality is chaotic and some things can't be prevented. But accepting that means accepting she couldn't have saved Andromeda no matter what she did, which means survivor's guilt has no rational basis, which means she's torturing herself for arbitrary cosmic chance.
She's not ready for that realization yet.
The Breaking Point:
Talyssa's character arc is building toward inevitable crisis: she will fail to save someone despite perfect execution. She'll do everything right—calculations perfect, strategy optimal, execution flawless—and still lose.
That failure will shatter her delusion that perfection prevents loss. She'll face the truth: sometimes you do everything right and bad things happen anyway. Sometimes beings die arbitrarily. Sometimes the survivor isn't chosen—they're just lucky.
After that breaking point, she'll either:
Collapse completely, unable to function without perfectionism's armor
Finally start healing, accepting that her survival was chance, not cosmic trade
Current Conflict:
Talyssa volunteers for every dangerous mission in Milky Way sector. She's confronted reality-warpers, stopped Cascade events, prevented civilizations from achieving destructive self-awareness, hunted cosmic parasites—all without break.
She hasn't taken leave in 80 cycles. This is medically concerning (even crystalline beings need dormancy periods) and psychologically alarming. But she's effective, so Prime Savage allows it while monitoring for burnout.
Ekko is trying to make her rest. He uses humor, manipulation, genuine concern—nothing works. She's convinced that the moment she rests, something catastrophic will happen, and it will be her fault for not maintaining vigilance.
The Memory Burden:
Carrying an entire galaxy's memories has physical and psychological costs. Talyssa experiences other Keltranui's lives as vividly as her own. She remembers childhoods she never lived, loves she never felt, deaths she didn't die—all overlaid with her actual experiences.
Sometimes she forgets which memories are hers. She'll reference events from someone else's life as if she lived them. The boundary between self and archive is eroding.
This is another reason she works constantly: activity prevents memory-bleed. When she's calculating trajectories or tracking reality-warpers, she's Talyssa. When she rests, she becomes eight billion Keltranui simultaneously, and the weight is unbearable.
Hope and Despair:
Despite everything, Talyssa maintains hope. Every civilization saved proves survival can have purpose. Every being protected validates her existence. Every successful mission is argument against cosmic meaninglessness.
But beneath hope lurks despair: what if she saves the entire Milky Way, prevents every catastrophe, protects every civilization—and it still doesn't balance the loss? What if no amount of saving will ever make her survival "worth it"?
The answer, which she's not ready to accept: survival doesn't need to be earned. She deserves to exist not because she's saved others, but simply because she exists. The arbitrary nature of her survival doesn't make it undeserved—it makes it precious.
Legacy:
Talyssa represents the burden of being last—last of your kind, last who remembers, last to carry forward what was lost. She proves that survival can be harder than death, that living with loss requires more strength than dying with your people.
She's proof that memory is sacred, that bearing witness matters, that one being carrying the weight of trillions is heroic even when it feels like curse.
When she finally learns to rest, to forgive herself, to accept that she deserves existence without earning it—she'll become not just exceptional Integer but potential Variable. Because true power comes not from perfect execution but from continuing despite imperfection.